Life of as now.

Life is so confusing now a days. I hate how when something goes good, then all of a sudden it turns out bad. Don’t you hate when you have to question yourself if you made the right decision or not to stay or be here just to make someone else happy. I hate being here. I feel like I have no one to run to. I miss my family and friends back home. But I guess that’s the price you have to pay to keep others happy.